“Right Plan, Wrong Man!”
In the process of penning my biography; I have been contemplating for quite some time on whether or not I should use daily occurrences that I endure in Life, as a testament for those who read may learn a greater lesson. I mean what do I have to lose? After all I am the Creative Visionary of UnderDaScope Entertainment, and like most Americans; the recipient of senseless hate, nasty rumors, opinions- some truths, of many people who reserve that right. If you think about it: "What greater sacrifice can one give than to put the Scope On themselves"! And Scream... "Here I am"! "Can you SEE me"! For those oblivious to WHO I really am, on down to those who are interested to find out; the story will soon be published for your entertainment, with hopes that you learn a life lesson. To others that can care less; Hell, you can go watch a reality show for all I care, or even delete me as your FB friend. Right here, right now; I'm going to follow this voice in my head saying-"Express yo' self"!
Scope on:
I'll call this day: TESTIMONIAL SUNDAY... Every week on this day, I will take liberty to express my feelings on delicate situations that I face during my pursuit to Freedom! Your probably thinking, Freedom? Yeah… freedom to do as I please; long as I don't disrespect anybody in the process. Freedom, to create, & express my opinion! Without so much of a care on how anybody outside of God may view it!
During a conversation today, with my lady; She ask, "Bay, I don't see why you would deal with phony people who smile in your face, degrade, hate, and even try to assassinate your character behind your back..." “People that mean you no good…" Now, this stems from me sharing a comment that an associate, and fellow promoter made; saying, (I didn’t have enough pull to get free access to his event) after I asked whether he could put me on the guest list for his event.
After taking a few seconds to think of how I would articulate my response... First thing, I said was; "If a person speaks behind your back, rather than in your face; it shows one of few things." I continue: "One... Respect, & Two...Insecurities." Having enough knowledge to know that I can't control how a person feels, only how I choose to respond.
I went on further to explain... "Baby, I can't pretend like I care how I am viewed by these people." They have to be accountable by their own thoughts." She rebutted, "Yeah, but you still communicate with them." I responded, " I choose to deal with them, no differently than you deal with co-workers who my not care about you." I went on; "You see Satan doesn't care who he uses to provoke an Evil response out of you"; "His only mission is to obtain that response." "I mean really; what will motivate dude to say that, when I have displayed nothing but love & respect towards him?" "This same dude has called on me for favors... And like Peter did Jesus: No sooner than Rooster crows twice, He would deny me thrice." Who am I, but a man?
Adamant on proving a point, she stood firm in her belief... And before the conversation got out of control- We all know how easy that can happen... I went above & beyond to let her know that it's easy for people to take your kindness for weakness..." Going on to admit, "Lord knows I'm far from perfect!" In fact, I'm very familiar with responding with much harsher words than the next; even resulting to any type of violent act I see fit to satisfy my, Evil Thirst. After all, this is a natural way of living to me. (Roman 7:13-23) However, I know better; so i am obligated to do better. As hard as it may seem! And, NO! I'm not going to always succeed- That very moment; the bible verse that reads, "Forgive them father for they know not what they do", (Luke 23:34) popped into my head. No matter how much we as people desire to be accepted, and loved by our peers; we have to take into account the fact that the People hated, even crucified Christ... And he walks righteously.
Note: You never know whose affiliate with one another... No Evil tactic will go unnoticed by Satan. He will use the person you trust the most to relay your secrets back to that person: Just to create a evil response... That in mind; in the comfort of a confidant, this same dude would not hesitate to brag, about being the top promoter in the city, and responsible for the success for others; in the same breath, down talk the efforts of others. Being the least bit surprised; all I will say is, "There's always a cost for any type of success/fame that God isn't responsible for."
SMH, I guess that's why FAME/Success & humbleness are rarely in used in the same sentence...
As I concluded...."The person I am referring to isn't a bad guy at all... He's no worse than any of us; who become puffed up with pride during the attainment of any type of accomplishment. There are many others... Hell, I myself may be a victim of some point; but right here today? I'm not! So, Satan I say to you..."Right plan, but the wrong man!"
To those who are guilty... Trust whether you are able to accept the consequence, reaction or response for any ill feelings you willfully render the next...Ultimately, you will! Why? You are UnderDaScope not only to me, but those laughing with you; that will eventually share you secrets... The lifestyle lives on!
Smile, The World is Watchin!
Sunday, March 27, 2011
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