Journal Entry 2
As always I thank God for the strength and the ability to endure suffering. It’s true that He will not put you through nothing you can’t bare. Though, your willingness to follow throu is totally up to you.
Sometimes, I wonder if I’m wrong for challenging God on even questioning him at times; While some my say, Yes!!! I simply say that my faith in him is so strong that I do it unconsciously. I believe in the creator with such conviction that I invite all that comes my way, until he says no more because my strength comes from Him. Of course, I’m not naïve enough to think I don’t play significant role in inflicting unwanted adversaries amongst myself; However, it’s only because I don’t mind making mistakes that I’m willing to pay for. This is totally selfish of me I know because in the process of hurting myself I’m also hurting those who love me. I truly appreciate those individuals that show me the same love I show them. If I had more people in my life that did me like I did them- I’d be eternally grateful. However, regardless of such I’m still grateful to God for allowing me to Love Period. I feel that love can never be in vain, if you love yourself just as much, if not more than the love you’re giving out. And you show yourself this by taking care of your temple health, spirit. You follow through on your personal goals and aspirations. Make the necessary sacrifices it takes in order to accomplish these goals. And once you see the results & how much your grown as a person, mother friend, husband, wife; along with the positive effect your individual growth may have in other peoples’ lives; There is no greater feeling. So, while I may seem like I’m suffering just know that it’s not done in vain; Not everyone makes it out the gutter let alone the belly of the beast… My struggle is Devine!!!
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