The Awakening Experience J.E #7

Journal Entry #7 5-28-07

Habari, my children and loved ones; I am so extremely blessed to be alive and well. Regardless of my current location: (Dept of Corrections). The game I’ve accumulated these past past couple days- I wouldn’t change a thing. A times God may put you in a place; Well, let me quickly rephrase, because God doesn’t make the decision that place us anywhere; but allow us to be placed where He knows you will ultimately have a better chance to learn; and benefit from if you acknowledge and give Him the glory. For a street thug with ambition; prison can be used as a place where you can evolve into a don. You’ve got people her from all walks of life: The Dummies of the Dumb, and the Wisest of the Wise. Over the last past week; my neighbor white boy Richard Osbourne, have been developing a good vibe.
A relationship is truly rewarding when you can vibe with someone who posses your level of thinking. The range of your conversations are then unlimited! Had we met on the street- we’d be a helluva team; probably resulting to a large amount of wealth- And a ultimately a whole bunch of time to come with it.
Earlier today we spoke about kids, readymade families; to where he ended up getting me to open up about my relationship with my girlfriend. We discussed the up’s and down’s when raising another man’s child, which was enlightening. We even discussed my passion for having and raising my own children; so I came leave a legacy. This is one of the main reasons for these journal entries. In order for my future seeds to know the struggles, I endured while confined in this man made hell; And through the self inflicted pain, I am determined to do everything in my powers in order to overcome. I am an example, a living testament, that if you want to change, and truly sincere- You can! But it starts from within. I am honestly ashamed of the man I settled on being; and welcome the don I am evolving into…
-Banditti the don